3.8.7

it's hard to explain this: but over the last week or so i've felt that a haze has been lifted from my life. i've been off the antidepressents since february, but i never lost that feeling of not caring and no motivation to do things. i think during watching sandra bullock fuss around her house in the movie premonition - i thought - i want that back for me. mind you i've had that light bulb moment many times before seeing my friends lovely tidy houses : but there is a saying for that : a spotless house is a wasted life. (lol - sorry to anyone who has a spotless house). anyways - things seems to be falling into place a little better this week.
having said that:
last week i did not weigh in because i knew that i had gained terribly after going to the winery/noodles etc. etc. so here is the the female logic....
even though i gained .3 yesterday - i would have lost IF i had of weighed in last week.
i'm back to walking with my music as a companion: sometimes half an hour is just not long enough for all that good music.
my tracking needs to be a little more focused
but i'm getting there.
:-)