25.7.7

It is so so not easy. I wish we could just go to the shop and buy motivation. I haven't tracked, no water : i know i am so dehydrated, and exercise is a major problem. I have weigh in tomorrow : and for the first time in a long long time i might use my no weigh pass. I came home from ww last thursday and just ate whatever was in site and then had a few wines. Woke up the next morning carrying an extra 1.5 kilos. Nice! Not! went to a winery on saturday and had the most beautiful lunch and one wine (plus tastings : maybe one glass altogether). went to lunch on sunday and had noodles followed by a roast dinner and a bottle of wine. Do you see a pattern here???? to look in my wardrobe is so depressing : all those nice clothes that i bought last year just sit there waiting to be worn : but they are a size tooooo small.
I really need to go back to basics, cooking for the rest of the family and then do my own thing. I have so many recipes books and dont use them. I have all the tools - but they dont work - funny that!